let me just say that it's good to be back.
now, about those triple Hs.. i won't leave u wondering, although if u know me or have read my writings before u'd know that that ain't my style.. but anyway, let's say that i'm still warming up after a long time of drifting along life's rough waves like a fishing boat in the atlantic.. ok, ok, i said i won't keep u wondering.. although it could be more interesting to let u guess what the 'H' stands for.. but i said i won't keep u wondering and i'm a man of my word.. 'H' stands for 'Happiness'..
Triple Happiness.. yes i mean it.. triple.. as in one, two, three.. Happiness with a triple effect.. let me explain..
have u ever wondered what the world would be like without love?.. and i'm talking about the hot romantic feeling, not the one Jesus would feel to a child!.. let me re-phrase.. what if there is no love between men and women, although i bet they'd still have sex anyway.. to make it more personal, what if u don't feel love.. what if u don't experience it.. u don't find it.. or maybe, what if u just can't love.. u just don't have the capacity.. what if u CAN'T love.. before u say, 'well, everyone CAN love, they just need to be stimulated'.. let me continue, 'or find the right person, at the right time, in the right place'.. ok, but what about that time when u feel u can't, although u can.. what about that time when u don't trust ur capacity, although u should.. what about that time when u start to believe that u're the exception of the rule, although u ain't.. that's what i'm talking about, and that's what i experienced at an earlier period of my time on this endangered planet.. i'm not gonna dwell on that now, i just want u to imagine my Happiness (H #1) to know, and be certain of, the fact that i CAN love.. so much..
let's wonder about something else.. did it cross ur mind just now that it's not really important to be able to love if u don't have someone to do it with.. what's good in having an ability that u can't use.. well, personally, i didn't experience that but i guess it would be as alarming as not being able to love.. maybe even damaging.. deadly.. hurtful.. lethal.. just evil.. but again, i'm not gonna dwell on that either, i just wanted u to imagine the extent of my Happiness (H #2) having found my someone in this life..
now, enough wondering and let's talk facts.. the third H is my baby.. Heinz.. the best thing that ever happened to me.. my source of all Hs in the world.. Baby, u complete my Happiness.. u complete my life.. u complete me..
i luv u..
