08 March 2006

Out of 's'-p-'l'-ace...

am i out of place or out of space?.. or both?..

out of place
- do not belong to where i'm at.

out of place
- can't find a place to belong to.

out of place - put in a place i don't wanna be in.
out of place
- can't find the place i desire.


out of space
- can't find more room.

out of space
- an alien.


both - having this crushing, shoulder-loading feeling that i want and need to belong but can't cuz of elements beyond my control that i wish to change and am working hard to change but to no availe.

if you think u know who u r, u have no idea.