sometimes you realize you're losing.. and that you're losing because you keep making the wrong decisions.. and that you make the wrong decisions because of your twisted personality.. that same personality that was once your source of pride..
ironic, in an awkward way..
having your strength be your reason for defeat..
life has this amazing ability to humble us in more ways than we can imagine.. its limitless yet seemingly justifiable unfairness, which is the main reason behind nicknaming it 'bitch', is really not the ironic part here.. you can face unfairness, depending of course on the extent of your tolerance threshold.. it all comes down to believing that you deserve better.. and such gut feeling will most probably stir something inside of you that will induce courage, willingness, and perseverance.. it will somehow make you see things though this glass of self-confidence.. and sometimes that's all that's required to pull through..
been there, done that..
yet, this is not one of those times..
no matter how tough it goes and how hard it is for you to struggle it, when you overcome an unfairness and you pull through, wow it's just an amazing feeling.. it's actually rewarding.. you feel you did it.. you over came the fate daemons in their own game.. for a certain moment there you feel invincible.. you feel like standing firm in the face of life and shout, "bring it on bitch"..
life on the other hand is probably standing there thinking, "i'll let you have this one, i'll let you feel invincible for a moment, but we'll see who has the last laugh"..
life knows..
life always has the last laugh..
i believe the last thing we hear before we leave this living world and crossover to the virtual existence that follows is life's echoing hahas of victory..
now comes the awkward moment that led to me writing this..
i can actually hear them now..
guess it's time to say my last prayers..
ironic, in an awkward way..
having your strength be your reason for defeat..
life has this amazing ability to humble us in more ways than we can imagine.. its limitless yet seemingly justifiable unfairness, which is the main reason behind nicknaming it 'bitch', is really not the ironic part here.. you can face unfairness, depending of course on the extent of your tolerance threshold.. it all comes down to believing that you deserve better.. and such gut feeling will most probably stir something inside of you that will induce courage, willingness, and perseverance.. it will somehow make you see things though this glass of self-confidence.. and sometimes that's all that's required to pull through..
been there, done that..
yet, this is not one of those times..
no matter how tough it goes and how hard it is for you to struggle it, when you overcome an unfairness and you pull through, wow it's just an amazing feeling.. it's actually rewarding.. you feel you did it.. you over came the fate daemons in their own game.. for a certain moment there you feel invincible.. you feel like standing firm in the face of life and shout, "bring it on bitch"..
life on the other hand is probably standing there thinking, "i'll let you have this one, i'll let you feel invincible for a moment, but we'll see who has the last laugh"..
life knows..
life always has the last laugh..
i believe the last thing we hear before we leave this living world and crossover to the virtual existence that follows is life's echoing hahas of victory..
now comes the awkward moment that led to me writing this..
i can actually hear them now..
guess it's time to say my last prayers..
