good morning...
what a beautiful morning this is.. it's a friday.. the ninth day in the ninth month of the year 2005.. yeah, the year 2005.. what a year!!.. i mean i was born on 1977 and i've lived through alot of 19 somethings, and only a handful of 20 somethings.. but this one, 2005, is absolutely the most important.. the one with the most effect on me.. u know, among other things, it's events that shape ones life.. but we often remember them as events not as dates.. like someone saying, 'a milestone in my life was my graduation,' or maybe 'the turning point of my life was my first job.'... sometimes we remember the event first, then we might associated it with a date.. 'the milestone of my life was my graduation from college which was 1999,' or 'the turning point of my life was my first job which started 1998.'... and i personally have a bunch of those as well.. those events that left a mark in my life and i always remember them along with their dates.. but with 2005, it's a different story.. the year itself is the milestone.. the year itself is a turning point in my life.. yeah it's events after all, but having too many, too big in the same year would give the year the lead i guess.. ok, i'll be more presice.. so far, the first 9 months of 2005 have been like the most important in my life... (we don't usually count the 9 month before we're born when we're still in the womb, which is a pity really cuz that's when we started existing, it's not coming out from in there to this world that counts!!)..
the thing is, it ain't finished yet.. and i have every reason to believe that in the coming few months, 2005 will still behave the same way.. being a year to remember.. a year that would have all the impact on my future.. a year which will set the pace for the rest of my life.. a year where i got to discover alot.. about people and aboput myself.. a year when i first started seeing things in a different way... a year when i stopped being lonesome.. a year when i felt the sense of purpose.. a year when i know i finally belong... a year that made all previous years make sense.. a year where i didn't just know that i have all pieces of the puzzle, but when i actually put them together.. a year where i saw the whole picture for the first time... a year that gave me a thrill to want to continue on living.. a year that......
i'll just go have my coffee and a smoke...
