so it's a crave.. definitely a crave ... so deep and so intense ... i guess it was like initiated by the place we went to .. it's this fantastic place that we tried for the first time in zamalek and it was incredible .. amazingly incredible .. out of this world actually ('this world' referring to the crude, under-styled, unsophisticated country i'm living in).. so, it started right there .. what started? .. well, a crave .. and as i said, what kicked it off was the place...but there had to be something else to keep it going on .. a different source of inspiration ... something to get me going on .. and that something was u ..
i didn't realize it at first .. i mean, yeah u give me inspiration and u can't seem to stop amazing me every single day .. but that wasn't it .. it was a new emotion to be added to the marvelous mixture mingling inside of me since i met u .. it was a crave ...
so how do u do that? .. and how do i respond to it so effortlessly? … sometimes i sit back and wonder, "what is it that intrigues me about u? .. what r the things responsible for firing up such a genuine response within me?" … so i actually started filling up a list .. i called it "The Little Things that Get Me Started’ ..
The Little Things that Get Me Started
how u talk fast and switch from topic to topic when u're hyper ..
how u improvise and order something that is not on the menu ..
how u hold my hand to reassure me when i'm feeling heavy ..
how u share my silence ..
how u get reluctant to go up when i drive u home ..
how u get stubborn and hold on to ur words when i interrupt u ..
how caressing u try to be running ur fingers through my hair ..
how u love my car ..
how u look at me with those big brown eyes ..
how u respond to my wink ..
how u sometimes read me part of ur diary ..
how u come to me for advice ..
how u always try to surprise me knowing that i love it ..
how u finish up my clorets ..
how u enjoy it when i speed up and go crazy on the road ..
how u look wearing ur glasses when we're at the movies ..
how u take a while to remember to unlock my car door ..
how u occasionally smell ur food before eating it ..
but as i went on .. i realized something .. there ain’t no list big enough to hold all the things i adore about u .. and btw, the list i was working on was only for the little stuff ;) ..
I CRAVE U